Sometimes I miss who I was in High School.
To be more specific, I miss what I looked like in High School.
My image has changed quite a bit in the last two years
And it has caused various self image problems.
Some days I look in the mirror and all I see is fat.
My arms.
My legs.
My stomach.
My face.
It's very discouraging and I would give anything to be the size I was two years ago.
It's very unlikely that that will happen anytime soon.
But a girl can try.
Morgan, you are gorgeous. We all want to change things, trust me I go through the same thoughts all the time. There is nothing wrong with wanting to change. Just don't get discouraged and down on yourself. You are BEAUTIFUL and talented and such a special person. Don't ever feel like you are worth less than you are. Always remember you are a daughter of God and he loves you so much. He made you just the way you are, and he doesn't make mistakes :)
ReplyDeleteAli, thank you so much. It means a lot to me for you to say that. You're very inspiring and you're right! I am beautiful to God and that is what matters most. I'm just down in self esteem and it's hard sometimes to remember that. But God NEVER makes mistakes and although I want to change things about myself I have to remember, like you said, that I am the way I am because He made me that way. I would just like to lose a few pounds ;)
ReplyDeleteI hope you're doing well in Utah, and from your blog I can tell you are :) Keep writing so I can stay updated!