Recently

I realized a few moments ago that I have been MIA from Blogger for the past month. This is not because I am busy because I can assure you my life is quite boring. Aside from the typical movie watching and going out with friends I have little else to do. Most days I sit at home and watch movies.
This past month has been a very trying time for me. Trying for my faith, strength, and even trust of those around me. Its strange how situations can bring out the worst in people... To avoid spilling my family's business into the web I'll just say this: My Mother is the strongest person I have ever known. She does so much for the people around her and asks little in return. She may not see it in herself, but I don't know anyone who could handle a situation like this with better faith and grace. I worry that people take advantage of her kindness, I worry that she isn't happy... But I know God is caring for her in every way. He will provide for her. And me. I know everything happens for a reason and though I know this I still question why people have to go through hard times. Why certain words, actions, and events cause me to distrust and dislike someone I am supposed to love and appreciate. I don't have all the answers but I am trusting God fully to bring my family into a better light... I realize that someone who reads this without knowing what I'm talking about could find these words very confusing... But I'm not writing this for people to understand what I'm going through. I mostly wrote this so I can read my encouraging words and remember that I always trust God to take care of me and my Mom. (though that may not make sense to you either...)

"Do not worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34