February 18, 2011

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Things have not been going my way lately.
I have been stressed over schoolwork,
Negligent in my Math work (not intentionally of course),
I have felt unhappy for no reason at all.
I've felt unwanted, ignored, and alone...
I let small things bother me to the point of tears,
My self image depresses me.
And I've stressed myself out about Spring Break plans.
To go or not to go... That truly is the question.
A question that I cannot find the answer to...

I pray for patience, joy, and answers to my questions every night.
I know that in time, my life will fall into place.
For my joy comes from Christ,
This I know for certain.
However, I am unhappy,
And nothing I do seems to change that.
I don't mean to be depressing,
And I don't mean to make it sound like I'm miserable.
But this is how I feel.
My couch and a cup of tea are my new best friends

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